So I am really excited about coming to visit. There are so many things I need to do and people I need to see. I need to get the whole Parker thing resolved first thing. Once that is off my chest, I think I'll finally be able to have peace in my heart knowing things have ended better. Then will come the fun. I have so many thoughts running through my head all day long about him. It's crazy. Some of the thoughts are ridiculous so I'm keeping them to myself. But some good news is that if i get into the military and sign on for 6 years, then I can pick my first duty station... which is where I will be for around 4 years. I already know that I'm going to pick Whiteman Airforce Base. I'm really excited to start my life. I'm just so tired of sitting around never doing anything and just living off of people. I know thats what your supposed to do with your parents. But I don't live with parents. I went from Aunt Sharon to my brother Dirk now, and it just doesn't feel right. I feel like a moocher! And I guess I kind of am one. It's not my fault they asked me to live with them.